pinks!

2006-09-20T22:24:00.000-07:00

i know i moved but xanga is getting really boring!
got a new church and school here,
SCHOOL-Rossmoyne Senior High School
CHURCH-FCC
november17th is the day=)))
the timing here is the same btw.
okay going to sleep now,
good night<3

PEACE OUT

2006-06-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

moved to xanga, so laters!

2006-06-05T12:39:00.000-07:00

heyy:)
omg the holidays kinda suck cause there's nothing to do but i guess its better than school you know, went to the escape today but after we went on the ship 3 times we left, haha. what to do.....but also dont feel like studying, so yeahh

bye

2006-06-02T22:16:00.000-07:00

slept over mon's house last night, we both had a bad headache i think too many things happened that day, lol. met up with her friends grace and sarah, danced, truth or dare, eat, talk like mad! we slept for like 2 hours, ordered mac delievery and it took 1 hour to just send 3 fries! i had to eat tonight, is there anyplace that is good except town?! kjhfuehfjahbsf!!

2006-05-29T15:28:00.000-07:00

since the holidays has started i've been watching movies the whole time! but there's not much to watch anyways, went out with my mom and sis today, hmm went to adidas and brought the limited adition, missy ellitot top thing, a black jacket and black pants.i went to another adidas store and i spotted the adidas shoe, it's called "the intelligant shoe" been eyeing on it the whole time! tomorow i'm gonna see it again, haha, so tired gonna sleep, bye.

2006-05-27T16:43:00.000-07:00

okk i know i said i wasn't gonna blog in the holidays but since sarah is so sweet to write me a letter on her blog i'll write one on mine,

SARAH: thank you for everything you have done for me when i came here, i remmeber in the beggining we would always look at each other but never said a word, but now i think were crazy. espeically when prianka comes in the morning with her basketball. haha, thanks for being there for me when i'm in need! who wouldn't want you as a friend, i know i do!!!! you know when you need help i'll always be here for you no matter what! your the best guuurrl!

love you also pri and my *speicial girl*
and to all

2006-05-25T01:58:00.000-07:00

not gonna blog in the holidays, anyways. had to join netball AGAIN! cause special girl wanted me to. haha, actually it's quite stressing, tomorow have interschool games, wish it would just be a holiday! but instead you have to go school and play soccer.

2006-05-23T17:50:00.001-07:00

just came back, so tired! hmmm. science-had an explostion, recess-truth or dare, music-noah's ark, PE-invation games! and next term is swimming, what kinda shit it that! oh yeah i don't have to take history exam, haha. tomorow is the last time were gonna do work for a long long time. just a few more hours! then after that one month holiday, feww! so yeah. but there's still inter house games on friday, compulsary! tsk o well. now i don't have to stress on the last day. they only have science!

2006-05-22T18:54:00.000-07:00

i spent 1hour yesterday talking with my parents about schooling. oh man that one hour can learn so much stuff. haha. omg but when i'm about to get stressed i say to myself, wednesday is the last day. then i get happy, ok now i really gotta study have so many sheets to do cause i wasn't here for so long! FIDDLE STICKS!

2006-05-21T19:58:00.000-07:00

ok just to let you people that think i'm despo know, i admit i WAS despo before when i had my LIST, but now i don't ahve a list and not planning to EVER have another list ok so now i guess you know. i'm not looking for anyone anymore, focussing on studies! not looking for ANYONE!
shien min came over today. first we talked, studies, went out, talked, studied. then she went home, haha. anyways, just waiting for the hours to past man! 78 hours more i think? arrgg! and plus we have exam on the last day, how sucky is that? but if it werent for that, our school wouldn't end earlier so yeah. oh, i'm going to get non-degree contacts during the holidays. i never tried them before. but if i wear it all the time my eyes will be screwed. haha, i went to buy chocolate at "chocz" and i brought three peices of chocolate and it cost $5:30 ex man! but it was good, nothing to do i guess i'll study.... the only subject that i got a very very good grade is NAFA! which helps nothing for next year except going to a sport school. hmmm...thinking about it. and it would be fun cause you can do any sport you want. going back to aus for a holiday for i think 9 days in july, can't june cause my sis (in MIS) has holiday different time, so i get to skip school for awhile! *studying*

2006-05-20T16:46:00.000-07:00

smile :D

2006-05-20T01:30:00.000-07:00

oh oh when ever i pass any test i get 100 from my parentts, i passed some so that means..............$$$ cha ching! you should of seen me in english i was soooo happy! now all thats left is history exam oh crap. and on tuesday i'm FINALLLY gonna do my music. excited! even though it really a peice of shit it's the effort right? selling my house, again! this is like the 3rd time i'm moving house since i got here! i'm moving near delia and mon. some where there. oh and on that casual dress day thing, i lost weight that day so my pants were VERY VERY loose! so SORRY IF YOU HAD TO SEE ANYTHING MAN! damn should of wore other pants instead of jeans. less obbvious. can't change that now though. i just hope that never ever happens again. that day i played bball with pri and sarah but actually for like 1 min. now i'm just stoning at home. don't you believe it? it's like 4 days more then it's holidays for 1 month! 4 days! wednesday is the last dayy.bbut then still has stress now of the history exam. chapters 1-8 i don't know how many pages. just thinking about it is stress haha. i guess i'm gonna study for it now, LATERS! :D

2006-05-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

i had to go to the doctor 2ce today!
sucks!
hope yoou liked your pressent special girl!
sarah your also speicial!
gotta rest man,
laters!

2006-05-17T17:50:00.000-07:00

didn't go to school today and yesterday, i'm sick! have the flu and soar throat. but i'm going to school tomorow. heard theres this casual dress day tomorow? and you have to pay 2 bucks! anyways, whos going to bounce neways, theres like 35 people going. thats quite little man...theres like 168 people in year1 and 2 and only 35 are going. thats why i don't want to go, cause so little people are going! today slept for so long! then when i woke up i went shopping. haha. went to fareast and brought some stuff and a special pressent for a special girl. and when i came back slept again haha then studied for history exam coming up. shite!

2006-05-15T13:38:00.000-07:00

ok well like i thinks this week i'll have nothing to say. NOW I HAVE SERIOUS MOOD SWINGS! and yeah.

2006-05-14T06:52:00.001-07:00

fuck la

2006-05-14T06:52:00.000-07:00

fuck la

2006-05-11T21:49:00.001-07:00

today...aiya just go to delias blog and see what happened. to lazy to type everything out. anyways. NO MORE SHARK NO MORE ANYTHING!! whatever now man, hope i pass my maths and englih test man,mon told me to try to get some cast from my parents for my motivtion to work harder so i did. they would pay me a sum of money if i pass. f-r-e-a-k-i-n-g heck man! my mind is everywhere now!! ARRRG! tonight i'm gonna thing everything through! no more shark oh yeah and when i like some one right, i really really like that person. it's a problem i have. not my fault man,

oh yeah and this is me and nick. the first time i met him when it got really spastic! *a friend*

2006-05-10T21:44:00.000-07:00

today was the day. haha. if your wondering and all the person that came to our school with me was nick. like everyone was staring at him so he got NERVOUS! every day were going to mons house man. ok well i was suppose to meet up with nick at 2:15 but then i realised, just realised that they wouldn't let people out in school hours. sooo that sucked shit. but then i asked him to come to school and he got a student pass :) after that we waited for mon to come out so we got icecream, went to sushi teh even know me and nick were that much of sushi eaters and all. thenn went coffee bean THEN finally went to mon's house. AGAIN! cause like mon house rocks, even though we never ENTERED her house just went to playgroud but still. at 830 we decided to go back home and it took 40 MIN to get a taxi. 40MIN. it took damn long! bbut then nick waited for me....again. what a gentlemen. 40 min man. haha. and now i just remembered i have a test tomorow so i am in deepshit. bye!

2006-05-09T18:07:00.000-07:00

today had 2 tests. science and music. aiya i dunno. i think i'm gonna fail. i know i should think positive! but i really think i'm gonna fail. just 18 hours and 15 mins left untill....!!! i'm like so damn excited! thinking about it everytime some one says "crab" if you say crab to me right i'll just get the butterflies and keep smiling. CRAB! CRAB! CRAB! now delia keeps telling me that. haha. i hope tomorow goes well cause werdnesday is always the best day and also i get some thing that is the best thing ever. anyways dont' get the nick wrong, and it is DEFINATELY not the one in my class. dunno what to do now. hmm i guess i'll just day dream again about...... before when i day dreamed about that person i day dreamed till i fell asleep.

it's tuesday...today was the last day. and you didn't have anything to say. well then i guess we'll stay friends. not the best ones but at least it's some thing. i waited for quite awhile already i guess it was to long for me. and plus, alot of people didn't want us to be....and today was the last day. LAST. theres still 6 more hours though.after that then you know. byebye.

2006-05-08T02:49:00.000-07:00

it felt so weird going to school today. cause the weekend has been like so damn fun that when i got to school it was so...not fun. haha. exams are here! so gonna study for it now.
laters!

2006-05-07T23:13:00.000-07:00

just came back from mon's house again! this weekend i've been having like the best time la. and with my girl MON. at like around 130 i went to mon's house and then took a bus to mcdonalds. today was the time we had to STUDY! and not like muck around like YESTERDAY! so we just studied studied studied! and then nick came looking soo dressed up and hot! haha. he came at like 4. so early to come man. then before he came me and mon went to coldstorage and brought oreo cheese cake that i didn't even eat i'm like totally wasting money but i do that all the time. one day i must save! me and nick went to order and i was telling my self that he's so damn tall! when i came up keeble was there. thought he wouldn't come but he did. anyways. we studied for like an hour first then i got quite bored cause i finished studying with mon for two hours and so as in the morning. so i went down to cold storage, not telling them and looked for some thing good and then brought my fav chocolate, m&m peanut butter. and it took like 20 min just to get everything cause i was walking around thinking what to get and then in the beggining i kinda got lost of where cold storage is so yeah. after that mon said "you know what i'm gonna stop studying now" so we all stopped and just talked. after like 3 hours we decided to go to mon's house then keeble left. so it was just left with mon, me and nick. when we reached her house we just like continued talking but i didn't talk much, i'm more of a listener so like yeah just heard them talk and also i had no idea what to talk about, haha awhile after we played "land or water" to cheer some one up. haha nick was it so me and mon started to freak out like mad! i got it cause i went the other way so then a little boy came, his name is daniel and is 6. we all thought that he was slow so we can just like jog and all but he was freaking fast la we had to run our asses off! we piggybacked each other and all then it was 830 and we wanteed to be good people and go home and study. i told mon to just walk us to the gate cause i'm scared her mom will get pissed. she sent me and nick to the gate, nick took a bus and then i took a taxi back. he tried to get a taxi for me but none were avaliable! omg so it took like 10 min to get a freaking cab la, so me and nick just talked waiting for a cab to come. his bus kept on coming so i just told him to go but he wanted to wait for me to get a cab. so sweet right? what a gentlemen haha. i finally got a CAB! hugged him and left haha. this weekend i had like the best time since so long man. and i spent it all with mon. SHE'S THE BEST! LOVE YOU BABES!

2006-05-06T23:17:00.000-07:00

omg. today was like the best day i had in a long time! ok this is gonna be long. it started out with me meeting sarah at coffee bean then walked to school and then got on the bus, met w there and then after, MOOSA! bowling was quite fun la but then after awhile it got quite boring. the arcade was ok la but not that much stuff to do. i was so damn STONED! from bordness! so just sat there doing nothing and watching them bowl. but the BEST part was at the end when we played fose ball. WAS SO DAMN FUN! sarah and bren left so pri walked me to the bus stop but...once i got the the bus stop, mon called me. she asked me to meet her at far east so i just took a cab there. we haven't gone out for ages la. waited for her to come for like 20 min, but it was worth it! we went shopping and mon brought a bag. you'll see it on monday. wanted to just sit down and eat so went to long john silvers then went to hans. after we met up with kebel. today was my first time meeting him, we ate for like half an hour then kebel tells us if we wanted to go to the scate park so we decided to go, watched them scate for like half and hour. met up with mon and kebels friend nick. then it took us 10 min to decide where to go. CINE! haha, went with mon, kebel and nick. OMG, LIKE WE TRIED TO PLAY POOL AND ALL BUT ME, I'M SUCH A DUMBASS SAYING THAT MY BIRTHDAY IS DECEMBER! i'm such a dumbass man! but o well la. so we planned to watched a movie and GO WILD was the only movie left so when we were about to order the seats were seperated so we just said forgeet it! keble asked us to go to far east to play pool there cause there, were def aloud but then....mon wanted to go to her garden. haha so half way walking to the traffic light nick wanted to go to CHEERS haha, after cheers got onto the bus and took photos when we reached we finally went to the play ground and me and mon called delia to come down and see us. nick was my boyfriend. when delia went up, our group was like playing games and all. was damn fuN! and you know titanic the part wheere he holds the girls hand and like she feels like flyying. thats what me and nick did. haha, it was so funny. so yeah, today i had the best time ever! THANKS MON FOR MAKING THIS DAY POSSIBLE AND EVERYONE ELSE!!!

ok now this is the last time i'm gonna talk about shark, seriously. i don't think i can like you anymore....i know like alot of people don't approve of it and all so like i don't know what is the point now. some how your just listening to them. i'm not against them though. their your friends. it's not that i want to not like you just that i don't think it will work cause so many people don't approve i guess this is the last chance....if you accept then yeah good if you don't then never mind you know...but just tell me asap. when you make your decision. tell me in a few days time. if i get no answer then i guess never mind. this is your decision just remeber that, not your friends or anyone, it's yours. what ever
you feel. let me know before tuesday, after that then you know..

2006-05-05T17:24:00.000-07:00

just came back from school. mon got very highly commended, student council and captain of the net ball team. i'm so happy for my "hotty"! she's the best. at recess some one took our spot in the cyber so we went to the other side of the room which we hate and then there were some people in the library. haha can't say who but it was damn funny. for math we were just like slacking around the whole time, we just arm wressled like mad! i did for awhile but then got sick and tired so just listened to ipod. have a test on monday-maths and tuesday-science. man i hope i pass. went to swensens at the end of the day with mo and brought fries and icecream back to school. omg, i got raped by jackey la. i had the ice cream in my mouth and he grabbed my hands and pinned me down and he was trying to get the cone out of my mouth!!

........

2006-05-04T05:29:00.000-07:00

exams are coming up...wish you guys the best! for NAFA all we did was sit ups then people had to retake the 2.4 agan. me, sarah, natash, wee kiat and div just watched them suffer!! but yeah la cheered them on and all. after school joshua and me had a cat fight. haha so funny he kicked me, then i would kick him and then he would kick me, then i kicked him back. then w just followed him and he was shite scared so thanks w! was damn annoying when he kicked me la. i can't study, i can't stay away from my damn com! need to study!
(people that don't want to hear about shark don't read furthur on, this is more for that person)

i don't see any hints or anything,
maybe i just lost my chance or some thing
if you don't want me to like you then just tell me
so i can just stop, just found out that like EVERY ONE
knows that i like you. but when they ask you if they like me....
hmm...interesting. like today it was like nothing. we only talk to each
other with 2 words, hi and bye. some times i really don't understand
this is the last time i'm gonna mention about you in my blog so i'm gonna say what im gonna say
i knwo you would think i'm weird and all to always talk about you but all you have to say is a few words. just afew to let me stop. i have no idea what is going on in your mind
you know that it hurts me more if you don't tell me what you really think right..
i'm just gonna let everything out, yeah you mean alot to me but thats just it.
that all, you mean alot to me but do i mean anything to you.
obviously you can feel nothing but at least tell me if your ever gonna feel anything
just talk to me, i'm to embarrased to talk to you..cause you know i' m the one liking you.
you liked me once and it was the other way arond so i know how you feel now. i deserve it, but am i gonna give up on you just like you gave up on me. but their both the same reasons, so whats it gonna be. you liked me but i didn't like you, now i like you but you don't like me, whats next..i have no idea but i really like yuo, i really do. i've stopped all that player stuff already so yeah..i just really hope tat you read this. all i need is just for you and me to just talk, no one else just you and me. just give me an answer.first i think this and then i thik that. i'll wait but i need to know how long. ok well i think you get the point, hope you didn't take this like i'm being bad, i told you i was gonna let out everything. haha. well i guess you knwo what i'm talking about and all. so yeah this would be the last time. sorry. bye....dunno when until. i really like you, i don't wanna give up in you. now you know what i want you to do. thanks.

2006-05-03T19:05:00.000-07:00

i wanna put my damn photos and THAT video on my damn blog. my phone can't connect to my laptop. SHITE! didn't go school today cause i had to change my braces and after next month i can take my braces off so i told you about the rubber band and this morning it hurt so much i got a very serious headache. so stayed home and TRIED to sleep. and when i woke up this morning i weighed my self and i lost 3 kg! i dunno why, i dunnno how but i just did. good la cause i gained like 5 kg when i came here anyways. i was thinner than a was now but i was like the top 5 fattest in my class as in i wasn't fat! but was 5 kg from what i was now. which i quite skinny, so if 5kg of what i am now is skinny than the other girls in my class in aus is like NOTHING! ok it's very confusing, try to figure it out, if you can't never mind. laters!

2006-05-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

today had NAFA. 2.4, like every one FAILED! i got first but dont' really care, wee kiat got second, tim, a persons name i can't mention....ect. i got a A..a is like 15 min, then passing mark is like 18 min. i got a for everything else but like at least sport is the only sub that i'm really GOOD AT! man, have to study for midterms man, haven't studied at all la. i'm totally screwed. but i might be leaving...since like i can't cope with the studies. i'm a foreigner man...shit la. i really dont' wanna leave but i might not have a choice i just want some thing that i want to be happy :) after school i went with delia and mo to buy jackie a pressent. a balloon!! even though it's not much it comes from the heart right! spent the whole time with mon just talking and catching up on what we both missed out on! and then after brian came then we started playing shag, kill and marry. haha damn funny. nickolas came and then we played truth or dare. funny shit man!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOES OUT TO BRIAN TOH AND JACKEY! you guys rock! today was very interesting..
i never know whats on your mind...
tell me...do you or do you not have feelings,
hmp...i'll serch out for it, but i'm gonna need hints.

2006-04-30T21:23:00.000-07:00

my internet couldn't work forawhile but i'll catch up!
friday: was gonna go out but every one was either gone or tennis, football so i hanged out with pri. p.s BASKET BALL!! we have a new maths teacher, MRSCHOY! miss mr.wong so much man...

saturday: today was my cousins wedding! at 9 i went to change my braces colour again. after they changed the colour i thought it was all over, but it wasn't. i had to put two rubber bands on my front tooth to one of my other teeth and it hurts like shit man! like seriously. i took 4 panadols (extra strong) but i could still feel the flamming pain!! but the good thing is after i go though this damn pain for like a month i can take my braces off. :) smile! anyways. and then me, my sister and my mom went to get our hair done, we all got it curled; my sister looked damn cool la. i was so jealous. but my hair took 3 hours!! after that then we went to the morning service, her dress was so nice and she looked so beautiful. we went home for like 1 hour to sleep then had to go for the dinner service haha. oh yeah and i got my BMW today! as in the car. so happy! i was laughing my ass off at the dinner service. haha.

sunday: went out with sarah and pri! went for church first and then after my parents dropped me off at cineleisure then i had to walk so long just to find them! hahha. they told me they were at subbway then i went to subway then i made an ass out of myself shouting out their names! and then i went on the 3rd level then they told me they were at subway again so i went down to subway and then they told me their on the 4th floor and then they told me to go to the 5th floor, damn tiring man. but it was worth it :) we watched a movie and a guy in the cinema was so funny man! kept on talking on the phone the whole time and then in the end..ok nevermind. all i can say is that i had fun! oh and we took neoprints!! i'll scan it later, if i can. i have to try to put photos on my phone to my laptop!! i guess i have to use some one elses laptop then. sarah left after neoprints so me and pri went to TCC and just eat and talk then brought icecream and sat at the food court. SO FULL! went home and slept straight away man!

i wont stop, i won't give up
no matter what...
tell me what is wrong
tell me what i have to do
to make it right,
i know i must do some thing
just don't know what yet
i told you what i felt already
but what else...
i guess i'll just have to wait and
figure that that "some thing else" is

2006-04-27T19:26:00.000-07:00

NAFA test was today, but only did shuttle run. when i was waiting for my turn i saw shih chern, jerre and jackey watching. got an "a" for the shuttle run. but still heaps more to come. scared like shit for the 2.4 run. o wells. and today was mr wongs last day damn sad la. we had 2 periods free though. i brought a cake and a card for him. AND GOT HIS NUMBER!! damn sad to see him go...can't believe it. anyways..at the end of the day told mon and then told brian that i was happy about..yeah. and then my mom came to school and picked me up, she wants me to learn how to take a bus! ahaha. so yeah, met up with mon and then sat in the admin with her, nick, shun and nicole. just talked about...stuff. yeah, that was my day. oh oh and monday has no school cause of labor day. SMILE :D

2006-04-25T18:34:00.000-07:00

didn't go to school today, was sickof the flu.didnt take my medicine for 2 days so it kinda got worse. sowent to the doctor today and he said i cant do the nafa test! nooo i want to do it cause then i dont have to do it next week. shit! i'm trying to like get better now by eating fruits! haha. when i got bak i was bored and made this quiz. TAKE IT!

Take My Quiz
- on -
QuizYourFriends.com!

2006-04-25T17:46:00.000-07:00

the blogger this was stuffed up before. lifeskills today! it was so damn boring. first till mornin to after lunch we had to do this personaliy thing, damn borng! every one wassn't listening at all to the guy la. and then it took like 30 min to listen to mr.tay talk about all this stuff on how many h9ours you spend a day doing all your work and all that stuff then!! we finally got to the part where were all looking for, team dynamics! but in the end it was totally SHIT! LIKE PLAIN SHIT! my group was with yi wei, zachary, allen, sengbeng and delia. the other teams was like laughing their asses off la and all we did was argue. it was damn shit! anyways. we finished at 3:30 and then went to starbucks with delia and monisa. man gotta study for the music test tomorow! cyas

2006-04-24T18:36:00.000-07:00

i had to redo this post again! couldn't work before. anyways..i haave so many tests/exams coming up man. english, history, science, NAFA, music and this whole bunch of crap la. people still think that i'm changing school (HMP) i wonder who. anyways. can't wait till tomroow, life skills! no work. and just slacking the whole day. not like before, we had to do PUBLIC SPEAKING!! and my group didn't want to go up and read it out so we had to get paper and who ever got the green dot was the one who had to go up. every one was wispering, "sam" "sam" "sam" and in the end, I GOT THE FREAKING GREEN DOT! haha. at least this time we don't have to do it. the year 3s is doing it on love, life and s_ _. at lunch me, pri, sarah, delia, monisa, brenda, emily, elizebeth went to play a friendly match of bball. was damn fun. and for english we had to pair up to edit our work, i went with moosa! he rocks! wee kiat went with seng beng, delia, sarah and donovan went together, vikki with fongyi and yeah all these otheer people thing but i can't be bothered to write them down. and just found out today that MR.WONG IS LEAVING! he's my best teacher man, he's the only one that EVERYONE can talk to. and now he's leaving, in 3 days! omg. i hate this! i really dont want him to leave. instead a lady from jarkarta is taking his place. :( mr. wongs leaving. he's the best teacher and the nicest man, i can't stand too see him leave. it's to depressing! we all almost cried today.....don't want to think about it! ok lets talk about some thing else, oh i want to know who is "lool" can you tell me!! or at least say l-o-o-l to me when you see me tomorow!!! okayys well hoope ya do say it tomorow.

ladas.
you didn't even say hi to me
every time you go to this direction
you always go the other one when you see me
is it just me?
or are you avoiding me, maybe i'm just over
reacting, aiya i don't know la but all i can say
is that i still like you and i hope one day
you'll like me too....

2006-04-24T16:43:00.000-07:00

hmm... i skipped tution today. did other work instead. in school now, bording my ass out!! so i decided to blog. anyways..we have so many tests/exams coming up! english, science, NAFA, history and all this other crap. people are still saying that i'm changing school. (HMP) wonder. can't wait till tomorow though. we have life skills. and no freaking work. i really want to know who is "LOOL" on my blog. tell me! at least say hi to me tomorow so i know it is you, wait say l-o-o-l when you see me. OK???!! i have to know who you are!!

-peace out-

2006-04-23T00:19:00.000-07:00

well it's 12:19 now and just got back from the dinner party. found out that it was this guy called peter's birthday, shun's sister's godpa. i wore a green dress and it was damn cold!! so i decided to drink wine, since wine keeps you warm and when i felt really really cold i skulled it. the other time i skulled wine i was shouting "praise the lord, hallelujah!" so like yeah.,today, after i skulled it, i didn't feel any thing untill a couple of minutes later and then i was drunk. i knew it, my friend knew it, every one knew it! i went to the toilet with my friend and my whole body was red! especially my back. they even took a video of me! i'll put it on my blog later. anyways..i was seriously out of my freaking mind!! its like i'm feeling normal but also feeling drunk! and when i got back from the toilet i was feeling so damn hot! i felt like the sun was almost near us! i was red and i could feel it, i finally realised that i drank to much wine. haha. but some times it feels quite good being drunk. you feel like you can do anything you want, i swear i saw colours every where. haha. good times man, good times. i had to go to the toilet again cause it was getting worse!! if i didn't cool my self down i will start to go from red to rashes. so i got a cloth, dipped it into ice water and started spraying it on my back and face. cause those two parts were the main bits that were red. but it still remained red!! i decided to drink tea and while later i started to cool down and at the end of the party i was fine. (tip:when your drunk of wine, DRINK TEA!)

2006-04-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

this weekend has been so bummed. i swear like every one can't go out. delia can you please STOP using my worrds!!! stop copying me please! or else you won't be my "best friend" anymore. me and my mom are going to this dinner tonight with shuns family and all. radom dinner. i think it's someones birthday? i don't even know. anyways. i'm sick with the damn flu!!! damn it!

2006-04-21T22:20:00.000-07:00

can't believe i let you go
people has been telling me to move on
some telling me not to give up
i don't know what to do
i don't want to give up
but it really seems from the way you say it
that it will never work out
arrg! i don't know what to do
tell me the truth
what you want from me
if i should like you or not
never meant to hurt you
but now i'm feeling the same hurt as you did
i guess i lost my chance
you liked me, i didn't like you, now i like you,
but you dont like me......whats next?
i have no list
the only one left on it is you
and it will always be on there
no one else will come on the list besides you
tell me what to do....

2006-04-21T21:57:00.000-07:00

just came back home, so tired. after i posted the previous one i went to the hall to watch them dance! and watched people play badmition. the movie prob stasrted at like 6:30 man. when it suppose to start at 6. so walked around abit and met up with ananya! i was sarahs date and so was ananya. she was two timing us! ahhhh! but we still love her! in the middle of the show we needed to pee so went out sidde and the sky was so pretty! we even took pictures!!! pictures! oh yeah i just realised, theres a history exam coming up and so is english and NAFA. BE PREPARED! anyways...every one went to the show just got the sake of it la. when the movie ended sarah had to go at like 8:40 so i just walked to the admin when i was weekiat, moosa and tristan so hanged out with them for awhile just watching what they were doing, damn funny. ananya came but then had to leave at like 8:55 so i was left along with the guys. they were so funny! and then i had to leave...and that was it.

2006-04-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

heyys. i'm in school now, waiting for sarah to finish her dance. afterwards gonna watch "i not stupid" tris is also coming and MAYBE MOOSA!!! i'll post later on another one to see whats happened. hmmm....i have to move on'man!! tell me ways to move on! i need help. after school went to the feild with wee kiat and tris and joshua. i found out a secret! but i cannot tell. [[obviously]] history was damn funny. haha. and i couldn't stop laughing because fongyi droped her new paper. haha. so funny. and me, sarah and pri played wth the bball. wee kiat kept getting the damn ball! and i discovered another one of my bitches! ahha. well gotta go now. but talk to yas all lada!

just one word will make me happy
but you didn't even say anything

2006-04-20T20:26:00.000-07:00

today i didn't go school again! my brother had to go hospital, i accidentally closed thw window while i was blogging, so now i have to do it again! anyways..at around 3+ i watched lost with my brother. it's so addictive!! sarah messaged me to watch tomorows "i not stupid". every one has watched it! but i'm going tomorow for my GURL sarah. tomorow we have chapel, then free period, history, maths, science and english oh yeah and badmiton (then the show) p.s i'm not changing school, people have been asking me and telling other people. hmp hmp, you know who you are. just brought my dog out to pee pee and poo poo. i have a chihuahua and a maltese mixed with a pomerian.

this is him!!! my chihuahua

going for a swim now, when i'm bored i swim! -peace out-

i don't want to say anything
all i can say is that i'm sorry
there's nothing i can do
do i give up on you?
or stay with you. i thought
there would be a chance
still hoping....

2006-04-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

me,jerre,mustarche,aaron and my girl mon.

2006-04-19T05:21:00.000-07:00

ok wells...this morning was so funny. me, prianka and sarah were talking to wee kiat and then he started saynig all this stuff saying "you cannot hit me, kick me, slap me or hurt me mentally and psysically" haha. it was damn funny man and couldn't stop laughing for awhile and sarah and pri were just staring at me. LOVE YOU GUYS!! as you know my new CCA is badmitton and was damn fun! i played doubles with vikki vs yi wei and tim and we WON!! i think it was 7-4. at around 5 i played with brian cause everyone thinks he's good and all so i tried him. i dunno who won between me and him. equal i guess. i beat YI WEI!! he's so funny to play with cause he's (short). anyways...had fun today.

when i saw you today
i felt like crying
i know it's not your fault, it's mine
thats why i'm so hurt.
i lost my chance

2006-04-18T19:51:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out with shiennie, andrei and allen to swensens. it was raining so we got unbrellas fro aunty lisa! she rocks! today i didn't go to school. had a headache from all the damn RAIN! so i stayed home and did nothing the whole day. i tried reading but that just made it worse.

-some times i wonder-

2006-04-16T18:28:00.000-07:00

shien min came to my house today, again! and went to the american club to meet up with herny and allen. the first thing we did was bowling and SHEIN MIN couldn't bowl for shit but she was so funny. then went swimming and teaching some one how to swim...wonder who. then ate late lunch at 5, i payed for the pizza. haha. talked the whole day long about stuff and laughed alot. i really wanted to go oout today to keep my head off shark! arrg! oh yeah midterm tests are coming up and NAFA test. damn scared and i rather get a zero then to take the tests. anyways..some one asked me out today but i said no cause i like some one else (sharrk)

i guess it's a no
but i won't give up
shark, i really like you and i'm sorry for hurting you
i will never hurt you again
now i know how it feels
to get hurt so much.....
just wish it could work out

2006-04-15T20:29:00.000-07:00

i've finally made up my mind that theres only one and only......shark, i shall not tell. all i can say is that i i really like him and i know that i couldn't like anyone else. anyways. today i went to shien mins house and swam. she kept saying that i was fat and all! we went to the gym before and watched MTV. i fell off the trent-mil thingy. i was tying my hair and fell off! had dinner at tiong baru plaza at saeka shushi. then went back to my place and played car racing on xbox360. was so funny couldn't play at all!!! and when she left i was online and it finally hit me.

2006-04-12T22:09:00.000-07:00

chapel today wasn't that bad. had PE today. had to practice for the 2.4km race thing. i came in 1st at 11.08. and then this dude named donovon came in 2nd at 15.00. and the rest were all 18 and above. anyways.i wanted to talk to YOU today but had no time. this peson isn't HIM. it's another person.

2006-04-12T19:11:00.000-07:00

heyyys! today was so funny la. me, ali, mon, marcus a, marcus, andrew, nicole and all went to play hide and seek in school. and the school is like so freakin big and all so like yeah. i hid in the lockers, ahha. damn funny. played badmition for awhile. quit net ball already, just to boring. anyways....tomorow has another test! again, english. FIRST PERIOD!i guess me and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and me are ok now. made a deal. i almost slept in art...she juust kept on talking and talking. tomorw is the last day of the week. more exciting things will happen tomorow. ladas!

-peace out-

2006-04-10T23:21:00.000-07:00

hmmm...today was damn interesting. i'll give ya a flash back of what happened on saturday. we went to the history field trip and was damn boring, i got a bitch list. i wonder why delia wants to be on it. ok TODAY was just one of the weirdest days. i shan't tell what happened at the end of the day. all i can say is that GOD BLESS that person. have two tests tomorow. shite. *do you know what im really tired of this shite* anyways, one more thing i wanna say dedicated to some one. fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you DELIA!

-peace out-

2006-04-05T19:00:00.000-07:00

STUDENT COUNCIL! Have no idea who to choose. PALM TREES! Ahha. Double periods of math that means double MR.WONG. pe was so gay la. We had to the right hand left hand thing and try to get out of the knot. anyways. When the rest went for Chinese I went to just walk around school and met up with Mon, Audrey, mile and Sean. We played CONSENTRATION and if you stuffed up you had to say I love you to any random person in school. I lost the first time! Shit! Ahaha and miles had to do it too. We were all so stoned. Ran in the rain today. I know it’s all immature and all but haven’t done that in like ages like when I was a kid. Damn shit la!!!! Since HIM hates me the rest hate me man. I have reasons to leave the school!
1.HIM
2.HIM FRIENDS
3.drifting away from people (hmpp*)
4.I can’t keep up in school
5.HIM
6.HIM
7.HIM!
Arrrg!!! Saturday we have that history field trip to a stupid museum and you have to wear school uniform!! Crap. Man...keep thinking about my damn life in Australia. I want to stay in the school but it’s just the 7 things why I won’t want to.

2006-04-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

today was so much better man! for music we had to sing infront of the whole class SOLO!! gahhh!! we had to sing the school anthem and i didn't even know the words. have 3 tests coming up...english, science and math. oh and now i don't have a list. just have crushes but not HUGE ones.ok shit gonna do my HWK! (good girl hehx) laders!

2006-04-04T04:54:00.000-07:00

oh greatttt.....more shit has been happening. haha. but don't wanna say.....anyways. I PASSED MY SCIENCE TEST. so happy. but were having another test soon. crap! hmmm.....what can i say. it seems that me, mon and auds never talk anymore. like we never seen each other and just say hi. but i know it will get better! i got told off for not going for netball. shit again! haha. so far i'm just ignoring 'HIM' and it's kinda better. and another DRAMA has been happening and trying to resolve tat to. i never put pictured on my blog. i'll start to anyways. i feel tat i gaineed HEAPS of weight and feel like so damn fat. ( yeah for those people who think i'm skiny> but like still la just feel really BIG) i feel so bloated. thing have changed in all ways. today for music we played that oba-see-me-sah-nah-nah-oba-see-me-sah game. i was the first one who got out!! GAHH! still have to do ART...have to do a black and white drawing. i can't even draw a ship!!! or whatever. today people kept on throwing rocks at me!! haha i didn't hit them or anything because i don't hit guys! i feel guilty. dunno..it was funny at first but then one hit my hand and it bleed so then it wasnt funny. gonna do my art now, if can. I'M BLOGGING EVERYDAY NO MATTER WHAT NOW!

2006-04-03T05:26:00.000-07:00

sorry havn't been blogging for awhile. well alot of shit has been hapening over the week. HIM and me has gone way way wrong and now i'm trying to get all the people tat bullied him to apologise but no one is willing. i guess i have to talk to him my self but he doesn't want to talk to me like ever, SUGGEEST SOME THING please. i'm running out of ideas. anyways. it feels that mon, audrey and me are drifting away from each other. hmm...had two tests this week. science and english. i pasted english but only by a littile and science still finding out. i might go back to aus after this year cause i have no idea how i'm gonna pass the end of the year test. anyways..."MY LIFE" 10...i've made some changes in my listing. i'm deleting some people and adding more. ok, this was my previous listing...prawn, sea horse, cat, dog, hamster, crab, squid and shark. my new listing is.....sea horse,cat, hamster and squid. i'm gonna add more people to my list though. too bad i took off prwn but i know it would never work. i still like him but just had to take him off cause you know...so now i'm back to the start with no one and a crappy status. haha. i know i sound all desperate and all but i'm really not. it's just when you like some one it's kinda hard to stop. so yeah. try not to get the wrong message. heaps of shit has been going on in school lately but yeah looking behind that now that i told you my settings i better go now.Bye! i'm gonna blog more!

could this ever be true?
i'm always looking for you
havn't seen you in awhile
missing you so much
these past few days have beena wreak
shit can't stand that i love you so much
you'll be mine
i'll be yours
i'll always remember you in the sea shore

2006-03-27T03:21:00.000-08:00

"HIM" and me are better now. i think it just needed to take some time for him to get over it. even know he still KINDA teases me, it's better than before. i think it's because of the sec3's that stoood up to him. haha. but at least we KINDA still can talk to each other. and he got the letter!! but he threw it away when he got it. lolx. okayy well blog more tomorow i guess. ladas.

2006-03-26T18:10:00.000-08:00

just came back with shein min. first we went to cineleisure then watched yours, mine and ours. actaully qquite shit but o well. went to the arcade and just hanged out. AND WE TOOK NEOPRINTS! during the movie i ordered a JUMBO HOT DOG. man it was so funny. wanted more people but o wells. thats all. shit again haha.

2006-03-25T12:20:00.000-08:00

yesterday shien min came over my house,since we live reeally near. then i put a letter in "HIS" letterbox. shite la...tell me what to freakin do about this situation!! arrgggg. anyway. asked every one online to come out with us but like only allen came, hehe. allen and shien min were watching american pie 2. after we went to burger king and then took neoprints. damn boring la but yeah. gonnna go out today with shienmin, allen and andrei today. so i'll blog again later. i really don't know what to do about this whole thing man. its the only thing that is really like holding me back. i have a few choices...
1. ask for forgiveness
2. ask people to bully him and be haunted for the year!
3. ignore him the whole year
hmmm....if you have any more choices that i can make, please suggest them! gonna get ready to go out now so ladas!

when i look deep into your eyes.....

2006-03-24T22:20:00.000-08:00

friday...hmm. well heaps of shit happened that day. ok...this is what happened. in the morning this guy kept on insulting me for 2 periods of math and then i was just holding my tears in, pintching myself not to cry and then at recess i went into the cyber cafe but then he told me to PISS OFF and that no ugly people allowed. so i went out and sat outside. i cry a few minutes later and then "the drama" started. i went to the canteen and saw feline, i hugged her and that guy was standing behind her. He sw me crying but all he said was good...i wanted to go to class earlier cause i didn't want anymore people to see me. when i went to class i was shit scared to see him and his group. at lunch some one came up to me saying that "a whole group of us went up to him and scolded him!" AND I WAS LIKE "ARE YOU FREAKING SERIOUS!" i didn't know what the fuck was happening la. i knew he would get pissed, THANKS FOR THE PEOPLE WHO STOOD UP TO HIM! at the end of the day i really tried to talk to him. but he just ignored him. i told him the truth but then he went home. i didn't want to report this to anyone cause i knew that he wouild get in big trouble but i don't want to be the one who gets him in trouble. i rather be insulted then for him to be pissed. i thought it was a bad thing that those people stood up to him cause now he's scared, but his friends are pissed. when he hates me, all his friends hate me. aiyah i don't know what to do now. i've been trying to call him, talk to him online, ask people to talk to him but he still won't talk. Even know he's mean to me, i'm not mad at him. i want us to be friends...or maybe more but i guess that won't be happening. i really don't hate him! arrggg. this is so messed up....... and i'm only afraid of his friends. whats happening man...

2006-03-22T05:06:00.000-08:00

i totally embarrased my self during music! i asked some one else to do it for me and i found out i had to present it!! fuck la. and plus the class decides 50% of it and like most people put me as BAD! aiyah stuff it la. after school i met up with mon and just talked and talked and talked. shite, cat will still be on my list. i'm changing list every month. haha. anyways, after school aaron called me up and said he was at holland so i asked him to come to school and we were kinda lost first but then we weren't haha. He told me there was a park there so we just walked randomlly and WE FOUND IT! it was really shit but i could relax. at 5 i had to leave, damn early la but it was my fault, but hadd fun in the park. then aaron walked me back to school, and that was it, hahha.
ladas. oh yeah and next time i' gonna write one more "my life" or maybe not and start writing on people! byes

2006-03-21T02:38:00.000-08:00

today had to wake up at 6:45. my hair got straight now! anyways.my last period was PE. played soccer in the rain then later on i met up with aaron then walked back to school to meet up with mon, alison, sean and kumah. KUMMAH IS DAMN FUNNNY LA! alison got crazy todday, but normally shes tired so kumah made her psyco! after that i had to go homea t 6:50, sucks la. but it was my fault, i wanted to go home early. but yyeah. things happened.
ladas.

2006-03-20T05:03:00.000-08:00

at 4:30 met up with aaron and mon, went to swensens and talked awhile then audrey, hannah, brian and jerre came!! was celebrating hannahs b'day though. but none of her close friends were there so that kinda sucked. was kinda sad today, i don't know why...well i think i do but like yeah. after swensens i went back to school to get my books and no one came for me!! and when i went back it was only aaron, mon and audrey. mon had to leave so me, audrey and aaron went to burger king to talk. audrey talked about apples! ahaha.

2006-03-18T15:37:00.000-08:00

yesterday was awesome! i got my hair layered and then i decided to curl my hair to. met upp with mon, auds, jerre, moosa and aaron at far east then went down to scotts to eat jap food. me and mon got fried prawn and ate it togtether. haha. it's out routine. later on we started to talk adn all then headed off to the party. damn guys got the mers!! haha, when we got there everything was all dark, was scared i would touch things. aha (if you know what i mean) partied the whole nite, just dancing. and JACKEY looked super hot!!!!!!! christie. hhee. after the party our lil group formed a circle and then mon had to go, then jerre, then moosa and in the end it was just aaron, audrey, me and jackey. talked for a long time. then me and auds had to go but jackey and aaron walked us out. how sweet. but then they left. hhee. anyways. it was an awesome parrty, thats all i can say.

ladas.

2006-03-17T14:38:00.000-08:00

on my way to get a hair cut now so i hope it looks good! gonna get it layered and maybe curled. hope today's party goes weell. i'll post again later on the night when i come back. which is like midnight. so yeah. can't wait to see my precious babies! mon and auds. THE S-A-M's. ahhaha. gonna see alot of hot people there. *wink* *wink* when they take one look at auds and mon they'll all be like DAMN! CUT ME A PEICE OF THAT CAKE! and i'll be like yeah i ate that cake once. hhaha. oh crap gotta go now, my hair is gonna look so diffferent!!

ladas.

2006-03-16T22:30:00.000-08:00

school hols is so boring!! and plus every one is over seas. damn. Getting my phone back today, 14 hours and 30 mins till the big party. hope it goes well! gonna meet up with mon and auds tomorow. after the party we plan to go bak to my house and crash there. mon can come but audrey....not confirmed yet. 2 people is not fun... :( threee people is better cauase you can do more things. haha. i wnt ttomorow to be the best day i had. NEED TO PARTTY! well theres nothing else to say.....so i'll just go on with "my life" 8.............

School is quite great but not completely. If I didn't meet mon and Audrey I wouldn't be staying in the school right now. I would be back in Australia. I like a guy in year 1. i don't want my self to go though this situation again. I'm scared if I do I'll never let go. That's why I have my list. So that I can just forget about every thing else. Once I have a perfect moment with a person, that moment will never come back. And when it doesn't come back you get a little sad you know? You just feel that you could have that moment just one more time but you can't. yeah it sucks but I guess its life. Sometimes you have good times some times you have bad times. I don't know if he likes me or just really hates me you know? If he does like me I guess I will kinda like him back but I don't know I feel that he really hates me. Well I guess we'll have to see. I didn't know how effective it could get until that day.. My last relationship didn’t end well so I need to get some one that could never hurt me no matter what. i want to have that moment where it could last forever you know. I just want that perfect moment, the moment I will never forget…

2006-03-14T23:43:00.000-08:00

gonna get my hair done on friday i think, i want mon and auds to come with me! and take a befoore and after shot, if not i'll take it with me phone. tiger tiger tiger, now it's like all about tiger. man..i'm so sighed about the party this week. it's hannahs sweet sixteen. crap i betta hurry up i need to get my stupid non-sound phone to repair. dropped it to many times, ok i'll skip this and go onto "my life" 7. >>>>>>>>> here it goes

I've had so much problems in relationships. 1st I said no to the person that I love for so long, I made my self love another guy (Sebastian) i fell in love with prawn, how stupid of me, I'm in another situation where I just loose my mind. Why me, seriously why me. I'm really getting attracted to cat now. I wish I didn't know about love or relationships I wouldn't of hurt my self so much if I didn't know about it. But I guess it's a thing that every one has to go through some time in there life. Once you get there, try to get out of it no matter what. How can this hurt some one so much? We should stay independent and not let them take over or else when they do. It will be hard to get out of that situation. I knew that Jordan was the one, like the one, I still do but now I think it's to late you know. But Jordan's gone now, and I can't do anything about it. It was the biggest mistake I made in my life but I guess every one makes mistakes in their lives. He had all the things I wanted in a guy though. He was the only one on my list. But I let him go and when I had the chance I let go too. It was so hard, was like the biggest decision I had to make but I failed. Hope my next relationship won't be ask bad as my previous ones. If I have one person from my list I would be so happy. Just any one of them. Not all guys are bad, you just have to look closer.

2006-03-13T10:10:00.000-08:00

"my life" 6.......

This sucks. i can't go out with any one on my list. And this is why..
Prawn-likes some one else and he only thinks of me as a little sister, I mean hello i'm mature for my age ok. And the worse thing is, I like him the most.
Sea horse-also likes some one else, but he says if he doesn't like that girl he might go out with me. But doesn't that make me a spare??
cat- i really like him and he's a really strong Christian but he's not interested….
Hamster-doesn't go for people who's my age he's really funny…damn.
The rest I don't want to write to yeah. They all mainly like other people. I mean hello! i'm also single, why can't any one go for me? But love doens't come so fast. I go for guys who are CHRISTIANS, funny, doesn’t have to be good looking but it's good if they are, nice, try to be a basket ball player, trustworthy. But I won't go for people who are the type where they'll date you then dump you the next day, really ugly, has a bad heart, a bad influence with a bad attitude. Hope fully i'll get all the things I want in a guy….

thursday i'll show ya the next slide and it tell ya more about love love love, ladas.

2006-03-12T22:41:00.000-08:00

today i went out with mon, audrey, shun and later on beatrice. First i went to KFC to wait for mon and then i went to the bus stop to see if she was there, was waiting for her and then i met shun and waiting with him for like 5min then audrey came and then mon. me and mon went SHOPPING!! so asked the rest to do what ever. ate at long john silver's and after that we all went BROKE!! audrey almost lost her wallet but then she found it. ahhaha. audrey, shun and beatrice went to ACSI (indepentdant) so that me and mon can continue shopping hehes. when me and mon finished we took NEOPRINTS! our first time taking neo print with my special gurrrl! after that we went to meet up with bea shun and audrey but when we got there, shun and bea left already. but we still had AUDREY!! hahhaa. OH OH OH I ALMOST FORGOT (HOW COULD I) AFTER LONG JOHN SILVER'S WE WENT TO DRINK HAPPY SODA!!!! I TOTALLY WENT CRAZY JUST GOING THERE! WE ORDERED 2 NOT 3 BUT 2! I LICKED THE TABLE AND JUST WENT TOTALLY CRAZY! good times man good times. i warned you guys about happy soda but you just had to ddrink it with me. yeah it was a hard day but my girls helped me though it. We went to mon's house after that and talked for hours about everything. and had to tell each other out secrets, like all of them, ahaha. was a very weird talk but I LLIKED IT. anyways, today was a awesome day. ladas.

2006-03-11T21:59:00.000-08:00

double fest! "my life" 4 where i show you my scores

1-exellent
2-very good
3-good
4-acceptable
5-poor
6-very poor

i got a 3 in english and math and 5 in science. science is the worse subject with the worse teacher. a guy was crying and she said "don't cry here, go out side and cry, don't you dare cry in my class room" i mean what the heck man!! Just leave him alone. in aussie they never did these kind of things the teacher would comforrt you and stuff. here it's like they don't gve a shite. i guess i need more time to get used to the system. i just found out that cat is single and looking for some one. What a coincidence i'm also looking for some one. and also he's on my list so thats a plus! i'm not desperate, it’s just that I need a guy to hold and just to compare and to gossip to you know what I mean?

thats the end of "my life" 4 but next up it's "my life" 5. here it goes.

All my life, since I was young i've always waiting for a guy to just come up to me and just hug me and to find out how I was going you know? I waiting for a guy for 5 years and ended up all alone and depressed. When you find love, never let it go no matter what. It's hard to say good bye but when it's time to go, it's time to go. Love is when you know that that person is the one you know, when you know that, that person will always be there for you. If you don't feel that way about that one particular person it’s not love. Love is some thing so powerful you don't know how much it can affect you. But don't kill your self over it, it's not worth it. If the other person doesn’t like you back, forget about it but for some reason I really couldn’t let go. It will take long but its for the best. don't let love take over your life. During those 5 years I got affected a lot, I cried myself down every day. I just lost my mind, until 5 years I then realized that it was not worth it. Guys aren't worth your precious tears. Talk it out with the person, it's the best thing to do. Love can be a good thing and a bad thing. Good thing-you feel so good around the person. Bad thing-he doesn’t love you back/you feel he doesn't love you. Love love love…..

thats it sorry but on tuesday i'll show you "my life" 6. more about love. ladas.

2006-03-10T21:04:00.000-08:00

had interschool games today!!! 4 teams: thoburn, olham, TKK, GHK. i'm in thoburn!! i only ssaw sea horse in the morning and then after that, that was it.damn. added a new person on my list. hhheex. the name is tiger. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. thats all the info i can give. after school wwe played with water balloons, i know it's a lil but childish and all but hey. after that we went to herion to take neo prints with rachel, hillary, feline and sean. and ate at this shushi place. after that we went to far east to drnk happy soda. oh my gosh happy soda. i don't wanna remember the last time i drank it. today wasn't that interesting as well. maybe it's only interesting wen itss a special day. i'll be sawing part three today, it supposed to be tomorow but since it's the last day of schoool so it's special. 'll show it later at night. ladas. oh yeah n the chapel was way better today. bye.

2006-03-10T19:24:00.000-08:00

school holidays just started. i thought it would be super awesome but turns out it's starting quite crappy. Every one's pretty much over seas so like yeah. Planning to go out tomorow with Mon thoug. i wanna change church to city harvest cause city harvest is like so much stronger. But my church is smaller so like ya don't have to wake up early or squeeze into one seat. was gonna go cell group today with Feline, sean and all but then it was so far from my house so decided not to. i'm now at my grand mothers house listening to her speak in chinese which idon't understand. luckily i brought my laptop along with me or i'll suffer from boredness. The only thing i'm excited about this week is "the black and white party" dunno what to wear yet so planning to go out with Mon and buy some thing. i have a white dress but its gonna get dirty cause every time i'm out at a party, it's always dirty. ahah. as in cause i'm crazy. (as you already know) aiyah stuff it i'll jjust wear the stupid white dress but i'll look totally mature and i'll look like a mommy. haha. oh yeah i've changed my hair style. and i look totally different, if more than 5 people say it's ugly, i'm gonna change it. Sean and audrey keep telling me to cut my hair haha so i'm gonna cut it on friday, one day before their party. I'm kinda sun burnt from friday cause it was so HOT! and i have a tan line from my wrist band. man this sucks. i'm moving into my new house at the end of march, i live in ochard but now i'm gonna live near novena square. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ wants me to move far far away from him so good for him that i'm leaving. at least he said bye to me afterschool. that was the nicest thinghe said to me in a long time. the only thing he said to me before was "your ugly" or " don't talk to her or you'll get ugly" it's not funny man. i kinda don't wanna move house...i'm scared to go to aussie cause if i do i don't wanna come back, i got used to staying in Singapore already. mon make up your decision, your gonna have to choose one sooner or later but i'm always here for you whatever you choice is. Man i'm bored, aren't you? i feel that i just need to go out and chill instead of staying home and doing nothing. i only have english and art homework so i can do it anytime. Gonna get new groups for music but i don't wanna change , i like my group. i have Yi wei, timothy, zachary, brian and natasha. were the most mature grroup. still at my grandmothers house writing this out of boredom. well i'm still bored so i'm gonna go some where to relax. byes. i'll post again later on and show ya a double fest. i' gonna show you 2 slides of "my life" stay tuned. ladas.

2006-03-10T15:15:00.000-08:00

"my life" 3. and when i show my list, all the names arent there so i'll update it another day and show ya the finals.

I finally got into a school! acs international, the school just started last year. School is really awesome. It’s just that the studying system is different in Australia so I can’t quite catch up yet. Mon is trying to set me up with other people so I don’t get so depressed about prawn. In my life all the guys I liked never liked me back but all the guys I don’t like, likes me back. I just made up a list of the people that I think that are ok to date.
1. prawn- _ _ _ _ _ _
2. sea horse- _ _ _ _ _
3. cat- _ _ _ _ _
4. dog- _ _ _ _
5. hamster- _ _ _ _
6. crab- _ _ _ _ _ _ _
7. squid- _ _ _ _
8. shark- _ _ _ _ _
I’m not ready to say the real names yet but I will in awhile. Well I just found out my results for school….

you'll have to wait till "my life" 4 to know my results and it tells ya how schools going, this post not that interesting but the post after that comes exciting. ladas.

2006-03-09T20:20:00.000-08:00

gonna view "my life" part 2 now....here it goes.

The first few months in Singapore was great. But guess what, I started to like a guy again. His name was Sebastian Wee, i was thinking about him all the time and forgetting about Jordan. But you know I could never forget about Jordan. About a couple of weeks later Jordan tells me that he want to date but I said no because I really liked Sebastian that time. THAT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE!! I should of said yes when I had the chance. I have no school for a couple of months so yeah just hanging out and chilling but still finding the perfect school for me. Church is so much better here, I really can connect to the Lord. And I got touched at church camp. Let me tell you about my love affairs. Well my first affair was in year 3 with this guy called Joshua Seneque but I dumped him because he was stupid. Just about a couple of months after the break up I started liking Jordan, I liked this guy named _ _ _ _ _ _ but I call him prawn for awhile but then I let him go the next affair was in year 5 with a guy named Matthew Passmore but I also dumped him because it was just getting a little bit old. I liked Jordan year 3 till year 7.

guess ya gotta wait till part 3. i'll give you a lil preview, well it's about my first month in school and i tell you my secret list..

2006-03-09T20:01:00.000-08:00

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ is getting worse...but i guess all i can do is pray. i want to patch it up with that person but that person doesn't want to patch it up with me. todaywas a really good day actually. after school i went to talk to mon, talked real long. and then later on i hanged out with brian and andrei haha kept on hitting each other with sticks. delia was there to. nothing interesting today happened but there probably will tomorow since it's the last day of school. so talk to ya thens. ladas.

2006-03-08T20:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MON! i love you. hope ya liked your pressent from _ _ _ _ _ . today, after school i talked to emily for awhile and then i went out with mon, brian and nickolas to burger king and saw some guys from our school there. ACJC people were there looking at us all evily. i ate small fries. mon had a large light coke, brian had a large fries and drink and nick had the same as brians. after that we went to that "party with us" shop and looked around. then walked back to schoool. mon n brian and nick left and i was all alone.. :( but then i saw brian and andrei so i hanged out with them. i kept hitting andrei's ass with pixie stuff ahhaa. and brian kept chucking straws at him. was so funny. when their bus had to leave i went into the cyber and guess who i meet there, _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!! i want to be that persons friend but the way that person acts to me doesn't seem that, that person doesn't want to be my friend. i actually kinda like that person but dunno yet, need some time. today was a better day. i knwo that every day will be a better day.

i love my boo.

2006-03-08T04:27:00.000-08:00

a poem i made about my boo. not copy writed. i wrote it. and true story. here it goes.

Why do u have to do this to me.
This is not how it’s meant to be,
All the times we had
They were good but some were bad
Every time I see your face mines shines
And when I don’t I remember the lies
I always loved you all along
This is taking too much long
Every time I call you and I pick up the phone
You are never there at your home
I can’t stand this way for all my life
But I’ll take that chance and live by your side
This is not how I wanted it to be
I love you and that’s it,
can’t you seeI am willing to take that chance
No matter how long it lasts
The future is not that far
And you only gave me one chocolate bar
Can we start all of this all over again?
Or stay the same the way that is began
All the things that happened in the past
They flew by me extremely fast
I know that you are perfect
I know that you are worth it
I will love you no matter what
No one can take us apart
I will never forget you
Even though you wasn’t my boo
You’re the one that pulled me through
And that is all, all true
I can I can do this
But I only wanted one kiss
I really don’t want to say good-bye
You’re the best thing that happened in my life

2006-03-07T06:20:00.000-08:00

"my life" part 1

Ok this is my story. Well I liked this guy for 5 years. His name is Jordan Page, during the time I liked him well loved I guess I gave him presents every day, found every thing in my house that was usable and gave it to him as presents. I even brought him food every recess. We had quite a lot of things in common actually. Were both athletic, for circuit we were both captains. We always say the same sentence at the same time. We both love dogs and heaps more. Not long ago we went to a farm with Josh (my best guy friend), Alison (my partner), Kendal (my best friend), me, and JORDAN!! It was my chance to spend my alone time with him. After the farm my parents tells me that I have to go back to Singapore because my brother had N.S. my friends threw me a Good-bye party. It was totally awesome. But actually it was me giving Jordan presents then him giving me a present. I even brought him recess again for him. I had a Good-bye party at my house and had Jordan, Kendal, Charles and Travis crashing over my place. At night we watched “white chicks” when I woke up I saw Charles ass right in my face! Haha. I put a note in Jordan and Kendal’s bag, a good-bye letter. 3 days later I went back to Singapore….

thats just part one, theres still more to come,

i love my boo

2006-03-07T03:24:00.000-08:00

todays was mon's 1day before birthday. i gave her a card, me and brian gve her a cake and some other stuff. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and all still continues to freakin piss me off. and when i held the door one person smashed it to get in. and all this other shite. but i shouldn't be mad. anyways. we played bball today, so cool. the score was 7-0. we got 7!!! i made up a power point about my life. i'll put it on a post when i'm ready. i'll give ya a intro, well it's basically about my life and social life and love life. and later on you'll know a secret...... haha. today we spent our time going to sushi teh. was so wrong. there's stuff that you shouldn't remmeber in the future. haha. i'll be back in awhile to show ya "my life" ladas.

2006-03-04T21:46:00.000-08:00

omg today was sooooo......weird. check it out. i woke up at 8:30 today and then watched MVP and then called mon to confirm about today. went to school and saw kerin there and saw MOOSA AND SENG BENG!!! haha. went out with brian, mon and jerre. walked all the way to Gelare but was closseed so we went to haagen darz. brian and jerre ordered this love thing and me and mon ordered double scoop. we played truth or dare, man it was interesting. lets see. mon-had to kiss me on the lips, touch myy boobe, feel brians ear, tell us if she ever wore tandponds, touch my boob...ect. jerre-i had to toss a rassberry in his mouth, he told us his most interesting p*** site he's been too,tell us he most turned on spot...ect. me-put strawberry and longan into my water and drink it, rub jerres nipples, eat the straw berry in the water, tel them my most turned on spot...ect. brian-grine jerres balls, kiss mon's nose, try to make jerre irrect, tell us how long his balls can go to, tell us his most turned on spot...ect. we talked about heaps of stuff. jerre had to go back so in the end it was just me, mon and brian. we sent jerre off and then went to ochard, cineleisure to waytch pink panther, was so damn BORING!!! so gay!! took neo prints that was so gay to. the most fun i had today was with mon. she keeps my heart moving. haha. AUDREY EAT NORMALLY YOUR NOT FAT BUT YOU CAN DRINK MILK. HHAHA. there's another one added to the list haha. SHARK= _ _ _ _ _ but i don't like you know. mon and brian had to leave half wayy during the show so i had to watch the show all by my self. ABANDORS!! hah just kidding. but i felt so sad missing you mon!!! used up all my FLAMMING money. ate at TCC and was so full i felt so so full!!! mon drank a light float. sounds wrong ahhaa. but over all i had fun today. just wished some one else could of came along wiht us. any one!!! anyonee!!! ACS idol!! ahaha. who jooined anyway???? city harvest rocks you should go there! today felt so weird cause i never hang around brian and jerre so i was all weird but i know mon so i got crazy. ahah. thats all for today. ladas.

2006-03-03T09:17:00.000-08:00

heys, i added a new person to my list!!! cat!! i'll list it out in order.
1.prawn=_ _ _ _ number one!!
2.sea horse= _ _ _ _ _ i really wanna connect to this person ya know
3.hamster= _ _ _ _ _ DAMN WANT THIS ONE TO
4.dog= _ _ _ _ i don't mind but likes some one else i think
5.shrimp= _ _ _ _ nothing more
6.cat= _ _ _ _ _ just started liking so we'll see..
well thats my list. it's long and all but yeah there's people that are worse. today was better than yesterday. yesterday was just one of my bad days you have in your life. today's chapel was so much cooler than the previous chapels!! i could really see things happening. when i raised up my hands to praise God _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ teased me about it. he doesn't know what it's like to be a strong christian though so instead of cursing him and telling him that he wasnt a strong chrristian i prayed for him, which is the right thing to do. pray for those who miss treat you. and thats what i did. lol. i prayed for him, i said "dear God bless him lord, he doesnt know yet lord, but i know in future he will be blessed. rebuke all negitive things in his mind and give him strenth and courage through his life, in Jesus name i pray AMEN!!" as in i don't mind _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ as a friend but that person doesn't want me so yeahs. but i still have my wonderdful mon and audrey who are always there for me! thats babes!! today found out our science results. mine were really bad....my score was 54-5+84*4+1.15-46*8-54/8-104/ and can't be bothered to do the rest but it was really bad. but my mom doesn't mind as long as i try my best so thats good :) i almost cried today after chapel (again!!) because i kept on thinking how God is so good to us you know and how much he loves us. KING OF MAJESTY I HAVE ONE DESIRE JUST TO BE WITH YOU MY LORD! JUST TO BE WITH YOU MY LORD! man, good song man good song. didnt know what to do tomorow after school for CCA i went to play badmiton for awhile and then talked to people and then went to play net ball to play with JACKEY!! omg JACKEY! ahahha. was feeling really shite before but now i feel better. when they said those things i just ignored them and i didnt' talk to them at all yesterday. i felt that i should but they would just continue so i didn't. gotta go take a FLAMMING piss so ladas!

2006-03-01T07:38:00.000-08:00

todays founders day!! happy founders day every one! i cried today and mon you wasn't there to comfort me!!! when they played "ain't no mountain high" i got all teary because i looked at prawn and saw how happy _ _ _ _ was...happy tears again. happy tears. can you hurry up mon!! AND YOU TO AUDS!! find me. oh yeah and that person that you showed me today was HOT!! like totally. i woke up at 7 but then started getting goose bumps because i was so happy until 7:30 then i started getting changed. oh no _ _ _ _ just came online. what should i say?? i didn't want to go out with you and you know who today cause it would of been awkward and the person you choose to come with us was just (ok i shouldn't say) just weird. ANYONE ELSE BUT THAT PERSON! i would of gone if any one else came, seriously. i went out with emily, Xi, elizebeth, brian, daryl and some one called shen instead. it was last minute though. we went to swensens to eat. I PAYED!! we ordered an earth quake!! but no one ate it,i was like the only one eating it, it made me feeel fat okayy!! after that we all went to herion to take neoprints. was so cool cause it was my first new prints i took in like ages, JACKEY!! when we took the bus there the stupid railing thing kept sweezing my ass!! ahahaha, brian showed us his one dollar rado. hahaha. anyways new prints was just really cool! their all so funny! i saw sean, feline, bea, kim...ect there. what a coincidence. after herion we went to cineleisure to get ear peircings. i didn't get one though cause i'm a good girl :) after that we went down to the food court and just talked. talked about heaps of stuff but then time passes by so fast and then every one needed to leave. me, andrei, brian, shen and daryl took a cab back to school. lil andrei was sitting on brians lap. some one in the cab told me that i was ugly!! brian kept sucking his damn bubble tea balls that was so darn funny!! hhahaha. sea horse is almost attached. damn every ones taken. during the cab ride we kept on asking each other like who would we choose and stuff. they kept asking me if i would ever go out with _ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ _ and all but all i said was "can't telll" i should of said yes but then again they might get the wrong idea. when we reached school we all went up the hall to play badmiton so basically we've been hanging out together the whole day. but i gotta admitt this day was one of my top days. but not as funny as ...... okay nevermind. keep on lookng for me k?? mon and audrey?? okayy? byes y'all. (sea horse may be attached :( first prawn then sea horse and now all i have left is crab, well no more crab actually dog, hamster, dun think so shrimp...so dog and hamster but it's gonna be hard, help me! ) bye

2006-02-24T02:17:00.000-08:00

ok well school is getting so much better now like the people. but now it's juust the FLAMMING work! today was pretty fun. the first thing that started is the "hall" huged mon, auds and every one else as normal. and today i had to have a MATH TEST!! i didn't even know!! but mr. wong was to nice to excuse me from it. how sweet of him! mon i want a letter! khvbckjshjfj!!!! i'm actually looking for one....this is what i want in a guy. 1. CHRISTIAN!!!! 2. doesn't have to be that good looking but it's good if he is. 3. nice 4. considerate 5. no other girls will take him away from me!! 6. good personality. and finally 7.that loves me for who i am. THATS ALL I ASK OF A GUY!! thats all! as simple as that. anyways today went into the janitors office to talk to natasha (class mate) we talked about the army and relationships. theres so many fights in the school though, like everyday i see fights everywhere! oh yeah, today recess i saw a guy blowing a buble in a condom!! SEAHORSE GAVE ME 2 HUGS TODAY!! i was so supprised, like seriously sea horse was the last person i thought will give me a hug. but i'm so excited that sea horse did. i'm planning to leave the school this year or this term, next year i can go bak to aussie cause my bro finishes army but i want to stay here for the friends, but over there has EVERYTHING except good friends....so hard to pick. i don't mind leaving this year but no one wants me to so maybe i won't.like i dn't care what grades i get, it's just the people around me will like tease me (immature right) year 3 people won't give a crap what ya get n like they wont tease you or anything but in my year it's so different. i havn't said one word to prawn (_ _ _ _) since valintines day. it sucks! it's like i want to but it's complicated. some one told me that he was shy, isn't that a bad thing! i saw prawn put his hand around b_ _. i dunno why i'm so like over protective but if prrawns happy then i'm happy...i just want to forget _ _ _ _ is prawn to good for me?? today my day ended up playing net ball even when i have MC!! o wells. i'm in thopod!!! ( or wad evers it called ) damn oldham!! every ones in old ham. thopod has miles, anthony, alex, brian, marcus, jackey...ect not alot of good people but they won last year so we have a bigger advantage!!! heheh. our captain is brian from year 5. fiddle sticks! gotta do my home work now byes!

2006-02-16T19:31:00.000-08:00

VALINTINES DAY WAS SO AWESOME! well the day started at assembly. was totally crampy with every one running around giving people pressents! we could dedicate songs to people! some one dedicated a song for me! so sweet. one person played "i like big butts" haha. me and mon had a talk about our realation ships..actually valintines kinda sucked for me....._ _ _ _ found out....i can't even look at _ _ _ _ now. when i see _ _ _ _ it gets so awkward for me. anyways we went out At the end of the day to holland v. me, sean, feline, mon, alison. went to burger king and just talked. audrey couldn't come because se had to go to bible study at school. it would of been so much cooler if she went though!! i have 2 choices.....1. stay in acs 2.go back to australia with my mom. i like acs but like it's to FLAMIMING stress ful. i never learnt this kinda stuff in aus. we'll see eventually...5 days after valintines day i get sick! i got a fever. didn't go to schooL! i actually wnt to go to school cause i have a test so i wnt to get it over and done with. okayy so lets talk about _ _ _ _. i liked him 2 years ago and now it's happening again! he will never go out with me cause he likes some one else...man this sucks. i cn't even say hi to him now that he knows. i wish he neva knew..seriously! well gotta go to school to pass my science experiment to my friend. ladas!

2006-02-11T06:13:00.000-08:00

hellllooo. just came back from youth service. it changed to sunday to saturday. so we have church on the week ends. Man i miss grand corpton feel so much better there. wanted to go out after the service but every one wanted to go home.... :( wanted to hang out with my crabby wabby. tomorow might be playing badmiton with my dear old "prawn" gonna be shy but CONFIDENT.watching room raiders!! i really do hope that i can play tomorow..he's so...how can i say. okayy never mind. PRAWN! CRAB! SEA HORSE! UNITE!! ahahah going totally crazy! give me some advice...

2006-02-10T04:48:00.000-08:00

monnnn audreyyyyyy......you have to hug me every day. i feel so much happy when you hug me so please do. omg 2 guys like me in my class and both of them are ugly. all the guys i hate likes me and all the guys i like doesn't like me. like the same in aussie i liked ....ya know and in the end it didn't work out but after my guy friend liked me. it SUCKS!! and now my feeling for prawn has gotten so much stronger it's not funny. like before it was just like "it's just a crush it's not that serious" and now it's like "omg i really do like him so much". man i really don't wanna like him but grr his stupid charm got me. all crab, prawn, sea horse will never work out man..seriously.. :( crab:not talking to me anymore. sea horse: talking to other people and mad at me because i acted to like him. prawn: is no longer small..should be octopus or some thing...but already likes some one. man..........this is not easy at all. today played badmiton the whole day was so cool. but then sea horse did the same thing acting all pissed at me.... HELP ME!!

peace out
a town

2006-02-05T01:53:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY WAS SO FREAKIN FUN!!! met up with miles, feline and audrey at far east and drank HAPPY SODA!!! BEWARE OF ME DRINKING HAPPY SODA I SO SO CRAZY I'TS NOT FUNNY!! then feline's driver sent us to expo for the DELIRIOUS concert!!! BTW. every one is ACSI IS FREAKIN RICH!! anyways delirious was really good. and SO FUNNY!!! we all could feel the LORDS PRESSENCE AMEN!! in the middle of the concert me and audrey went to get some hot dogs. when we came back we had to sit way behind darn it!!! was so freakin funny man. so it was me, audrey, jackie (btw i MISS YOU!) miles, feline, sean, evan, hannah........ect. took 4 group photos!!! then we ate again. ahha. school starts tomorow.......just when i was starting to relax. anyways HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY ONE!!

2006-01-18T08:01:00.000-08:00

HEYZ! i got into ACSI! i'm so happy!! YAY!! i start on monday!! woohooo! 2moro after my meeting with the acsi people gonna have a manicure with audrey! it's gonna be super fun!! chinese new year is coming!! gonna try get prezzies for some of yew guys. i know who americas next top model is!! for those who doesn't want to know don't highlight the space. but for those who want to know highlight it. lolx. okayy so the winner is >> NICOLE << was pretty suprised when i knew though. gonna side part my hair. if i don't my lining will be all weird. hope it looks good!!! CYAS FOR NOW. BYES!

2006-01-17T01:09:00.002-08:00

helllloooo today took my entree test. was so cool. hanged around with audrey and her friend. it looked really cool.hope i get in!! gonna try to change now. in my clothing and the way i act.....iknow people aren't fond of the wayi act and dress so gonna try to change it. anyways chinese new year is coming!!! after i went for the test i went to the hospital to see my sweet kong kong. well things didn't go so well but i know that God will be with him all the way. after that sad moment i went out shopping and brought pants and still looking for a t-shirt. hope that is a right dress code..?? i cant promise i'll change every little bit of me you know but i'll try to. i can cut down on my dressing i guess but i don't know how i act so yeah that might take awhile....my bad. now I'M FREE from studying. NO MORE STRESS!!! going to watch tv! so ladaz
peace out a town

2006-01-17T01:09:00.001-08:00

2006-01-16T00:06:00.000-08:00

starting to blog now!!! getting to bored every day so yeah. so when you get bored you guys can go to my blog! gonna start blogging on this webbie then gonna serch for a betta one. can't STAND this blog. i will tell ya what my new blog is when i get it though. yesterday we moved to Victoria Concert hall. it sucks man! you can't run anywhere. theres only 2 toilets. it's old. in our old church you could run EVERYWHERE! and there was toilets all over the place. and it's like way way betta. but guess we have to get used to it. been having tution 24.7!!!! i'm moving to a new house!!! yay!! I MISS MY AUSSIE HOUSE! i swear if you saw it it'll prob be one of your tops man. i had a huge ass garden it was like a park!! we had 6 ROOMS!! and 6 BATH ROOMS! and it was just to awesome man. missing it!!! amelia looked so darn cute when she smiled yesterdayy!! sheryls still the same. steph also still looks the same. and the rest i guess looks the same to. well gonna go run my ass of in the gym.
PEACE OUT
AND GOD BLESS

2005-12-04T19:37:00.000-08:00

sorry havn't been blogging for a LONG time. have no space on my blog anymore. anyways. 2 DAYS TILL CHURCH CAMP! it's gonna suck so bad!!! it'll be like living in jail man. wa liao aye! 11 days till my birthday! yay!! going to sentosa with some of my mates. just chill ya know. oh man..i have alot of things on my mind right now. can't deal with all of them. MISSING AUSTRALIA SO MUCH!! went to sentosa with terence, kerrie and natilie last friday. made myself a pair of boobies on the beach. lolx. we saw this girl that had really nice hair and her ass....DAMN!! lolx. not to be sick or anything but like that was the best ass i ever saw man. ahahaha. thats it for now. i'll try to blog more.

PEACE OUT!

2005-10-09T20:27:00.000-07:00

i miss australia..i would never gotten into any fights if i stayed there. i would be in a good school...ect..and i would be with the greatest guy and and...butt i become closer to God here and made good friends. i guess i'll have to wait and see what happens next....
to be continued..

2005-09-21T23:34:00.000-07:00

today was not to bad. went out with deb/hunnybuns, kerrie/cutie and terence/...???. terence got the flu so he had to go home early. we were going sycko man. kerrie drank to much happy soda so that made her like HIGH!!! Deb and me are just weird and always high so yeah. i couldn't walk straight. hehe. took neo-prints. the best neo prints i ever took. plus the horniest. LOL! i was like felling my boobes! kerrie to and deb was holding onto kerries boobes. HEHEHE! i brought a handy pen. it was like the gayest pen ever but i wanted a memory of that night. and when i'm sad i can look at the neo-prints and laugh. hahha! good times man good times. well talking to deb now so laters!

2005-09-19T03:38:00.000-07:00

just came back from church. DEB CALLED ME ACT CUTE! she also called seb act cute..LOL. HE GAVE ME A LOLLY!!! when he did i was like SCORE!! hehe! after church went to great world city again. with amelia, stephanie and joy. i ate fruits!! i am fat people your eyes must be like spilted with like CRAP! anyways..after that we went to joy's house to just chill out. played batminton and KIKED ASS MAN!! hehe. i hit the shuttle on the roof! so i had to go up and get it walking on rocks. annoyed KS!! asking him yo buy us stuff. amelia wanted a mini cooper! hehe. i just wanted a crab..LOL. and joy wanted a lion. how can you get that!! and then i went home.

2005-09-12T19:50:00.000-07:00

see now your picking up a fight! WHY SHOULD I SHOW YA RESPECT! no offence or anything but more people hate you. your the one that start these fights ya know not me. YOU ACT LIKE MY FRIEND BUT YOU JUST BITCH ABOUT ME!!! IF YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS ACT LIKE ONE! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE JOY!!!

2005-07-17T17:11:00.000-07:00

Why do u have to do this to me.
This is not how it’s meant to be,
All the times we had
They were good but some were bad
Every time I see your face mines shines
And when I don’t I remember the lies
I always loved you all along
This is taking too much long
Every time I call you and I pick up the phone
You are never there at your home
I can’t stand this way for all my life
But I’ll take that chance and live by your side
This is not how I wanted it to be
I love you and that’s it, can’t you see
I am willing to take that chance
No matter how long it lasts
The future is not that far
And you only gave me one chocolate bar
Can we start all of this all over again?
Or stay the same the way that is began
All the things that happened in the past
They flew by me extremely fast
I know that you are perfect
I know that you are worth it
I will love you no matter what
No one can take us apart
I will never forget you
Even though you wasn’t my boo
You’re the one that pulled me through
And that is all, all true
I can I can do this
But I only wanted one kiss
I really don’t want to say good-bye
You’re the best thing that happened in my life

2005-07-17T16:08:00.000-07:00

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